Delay :(

Hey guys! sorry about th delay for the next chapter of my book.... my laptop hasn't been being good and I am jsut now working on chapter 3 sorry!! it will be up soon :)

Crazyy

We're so insane. last night me olivia and hannah had an epic awesome time. we're crazy but u love it dont lie. :) blasting music right now lol

Carry Me

I am a weak soul, I am not whole,
My heart has stopped beating, I can't hear my own breathing,
I can't, stand on my own, I'm just prone,
I can't, run or even crawl, and every time I run into a wall,
I need You, to carry me, Your strength is all I need,
I need, You to pick me up when I fall,
I need, You to help me run for you instead of crawl,
I need Your love, because You are enough,
Why is it, so hard to stay strong,
Why is, this stupid ride so long,
And I can't stand, for one more day, I'm not okay,
So send Your love, down on me and lift me up,
Put me on Your shoulders, and carry me away from here,
I need You, to carry me, Your strength is all I need,
I need, You to pick me up when I fall,
I need, You to help me run for you instead of crawl,
I need Your love, because You are enough. <3

Strength

Okay, as you guys know (hopefully) I write songs in my spare time. And I am sadly realizing that a few of my last songs did not have anything to do with the Lord, but they talked about relationships. I have noticed that many Christian artists go astray when writing songs, being sidetracked by relationships instead of their God.I refuse to let that happen to me. I will not write anymore songs about stupid boys. I purpose a test of mental strength for me. For the whole rest of the year, no more relationship songs. Only songs that reflect worship to my Lord. This will be a hard test because I write about a song a day, so I guess more songs about my God are going to be on their way. :) And I know I can do it. Boys come and go but my God remains forever. I refuse to be dragged down by the world. 10/07/10 until 01/01/11 there will only be Jesus songs from me :D
-ReBecca <3<3<3

Wait For It

What's up what's new, what's that new thing you do,
Everything has to be up to code, replace replace carry that heavy load,
Breathe in breathe out, what's life even about,
Check your pulse check the time, sweating like you've done a crime,
Wait for it, it's coming fast, this pain won't last,
Breathe slow, don't stop go, get on with the show,
It'll hit you like a ton of bricks, the air we breathe is thick,
But wait for it relief is on it's way, it's getting closer every day,
Uh, breathe slow, check the flow,
Hey you, whatcha listenin to, ooh that's bad turn it off need something new,
Too much cussin no love, need wings like a dove,
OH! look out, someone tryin to figure out what life's about,
That's gonna hurt his head, his dreams aint gonna leave his bed,
Wait for it, it's coming fast, this pain won't last,
Breathe slow, don't stop go, get on with the show,
It'll hit you like a ton of bricks, the air we breathe is thick,
But wait for it relief is on it's way, it's getting closer every day,
Uh, breathe slow, check the flow,
Need relief now, need to leave now,
Don't think my heart's beating, not sure I'm breathing,
But somehow I'm still living, no more taking I'm giving,
Jumpstart my heart call 911, cause this is too intense I'm done,
Wait for it, it's coming fast, this pain won't last,
Breathe slow, don't stop go, get on with the show,
It'll hit you like a ton of bricks, the air we breathe is thick,
But wait for it relief is on it's way, it's getting closer every day...
Wait For It, newest song ;)

Players

Look at that boy he’s got it made, all he’s gotta do is chill out under the shade,
He’s got girls in a single file line, for some reason they all think he’s fine,
All he is, is a brat with nothing to give, just a pretty face that doesn’t know how to live,
All he cares about is getting chicks, then leaving them with broken hearts they can’t fix,
He’s a cheating little liar, nothing but a consuming fire,
He flirts and gets every girl in school, then he tries to act all cool,
It won’t last long that’s for sure, he’s a player and there is no cure,
He goes from one girl to the next, the only communication he’s got is through text,
Won’t be long before they all hate his guts, all them players are just plain nuts,
Look at that girl she’s such a jerk, she does it all with an evil little smirk,
She’s dating three guys at one time, I seriously think that should be a crime,
She’ll break two hearts and keep one for herself, but she’ll probably just put it on a shelf,
It wouldn’t be the first heart she stole, but I guess that’s just how players roll,
She’s a cheating liar, nothing but a consuming fire,
She flirts with every guy in school, then she acts so cruel,
It won’t last long that’s for sure, she’s a player and there’s no cure,
She goes from one guy to the next, the only communication she’s got is through text,
Won’t be long before they all hate her guts, all them players are just plain nuts,
Players don’t go very far, never stay true and they get a scar,
Forever searching for someone to fix their heart, but they forgot about the ones they tore apart,
Now they are alone, dry as a bone, now that their cover’s blown,
It didn’t last long that’s for sure, they were players and there’s no cure,
They go from one person to the next, now they just miss their ex,
Now we all hate their guts, maybe someone can heal their cuts.

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This is the "Players" poem by Becca Hoskins. PLEASE follow me with Google Friend Connect!

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